here we go, bitch sesssion

seriously, grow the fuck up and get the fuck out patricia, nawful and sufyan.
patricia and nawful, youre both in your fucking thirties, combined make more money than my dad and you're living with us? are you fucking serious?
and THEN you continously cry poor?
please motherfucker, if you would stop going out every weekend and spend hundreds of dollars on poker machines then you'd have money. live on the street for all i give a shit anymore, honestly.
oh and pat darling, don't fucking get shitty with me you whore, for your own mistakes. get your fucking shit together and get out of my face. i bet you later on you're going to try and have a d&m with me and whine that everyone is on your back and against you, and well.. thats because we are. seriously. GROW UP, STOP FUCKING WHINGING. lifes not fair, get the fuck used to it. nobody cares anymore.
nawful, you've always annoyed the blood out of me. i swear to god if you dare come near me and try to ask me why i made your wife mad, i'll fucking throw you into the sun. not dealing with YOUR shit, you stupid piece of it. and stop doing illegal things or i'll report you. cunt.
sufyan, you're so annoying. get the hell out of my room and get proper friends if they keep fucking pulling out on you in going out and getting an apartment.
to be honest i don't care HOW you all go, just leave!

and the rest of the human population, stop trying to use my weaknesses against me and make me feel bad in order to get something you want.
because its not going to work anymore and i'm sick of everyone too.
i miss spencer. oh my god i can't believe how much i miss spencer. i want to cry.
i'm over all of this depressive shit. i really am, i'm fed up with everything and everyone and i want zero effort put into whatever i do.
i'm not bothered with school, friends, or family. disappear

disappear
disappear
disappear.

i want to go somewhere isolated and live out the rest of my live away from everyone, oh i do.

i dont think anyone is going to read this. oh well, what the fuck ever. lets just brush it off and pretend you don't exist, k??
remember i'm a human too, i can't be your lifeboats all the fucking time. though i suppose i did bring this upon myself as much as anyone else, it was my fault of being open and nice in the first place. hahahahahhahahha not making that mistake again