hm

has a totally random picture you've never seen before that isn't even very sad in the slightest made you burst out into tears?

hm.

give me

some motherbitchin' tribal drum beats. seriously.

end of this worst time of my life

edit: this is gone.

i'm over it.

i realize nobody is perfect and nothing will be as i see it in my head.

but im okay with that.

transderivational

sometimes my blogs (and my words/actions/thoughts) are sort of... dramatic? or end in a really generic, common note/manner. i dont know man. maybe it was too many movies or something as a kid, but as mattt (yes three t's) explained to me, its just associative memory. transderivational memory.

"Definition: 'The process of searching back through one's stored memories and mental representations to find the reference experience from which a current behaviour or response was derived' (Dilts, 1990)." "

yeeah. so basically it means that in every action or word someone else says/does, we go back through our memory and try and find something that feels familiar to the situation to relate it back to. mattt's example; once he was standing outside while it was raining, smoking a cigarette and he felt that everything was wrong... in that time and place he was smoking the wrong kind of cigarette. he associated standing outside smoking a cigarette in the rain, with a particular sort of cig. get me?

well yeah. so if things seem a bit overplayed or odd on my parts, its probably that kicking in, wanting to make things just like how they seem in my head.

lovelovelove

i'm singing to that blackbird

unheard, all through the day; these days.


i am extremely disappointed to say the least. i realize i have to move on from these ones, sam helped me realize that. no matter how many times you SAY you're sorry, by your continued actions it is quite clear you do not mean it. too bad, i guess. but you've had multiple chances, two of you. i've also given up quite a bit for you to get nothing but a pat on the back in return. not knowing what to do is just not good enough anymore. anything is better than what you do. almost.

i'm just singing to that blackbird.

these are the moments that will remind me of you

these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you
these are the moments that will remind me of you,
and trust me,
it is not in your favour.

Oh, hay gurl,

It's Jasmine.

So I am here today to preach about raw food. I'll be all straight up with you, so DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING MORE THAN I AM OFFERINGZ ATM PLEASE. Because you simply will not get it. Anyway :D

I've been interested in the raw food lifestyle for quite a long time since I'm "one with the trees" (or would like to be) and shit. Though almost 16 years of cooked food... Yeah, it is quite a hard habit to break and I subconciously find myself chewing on something cooked and not so fresh breaking a habit I've had going on but this time I will keep to it, I promise!

I suppose I just get distracted a lot, I mean i just got accidentally distracted for about twenty minutes readong other things than writing this blog. But yeessss...

http://rawfoodrightnow.blogspot.com/2007/07/ultimate-list-of-raw-food-blogs.html

Say hello to a list of more or less every raw food blog in existance. Not really. But a big enough list anyway, hur hur!

Anyway look, the way I see things, humans were made to be herbivores. Over time of course we became omnivores... But red meat... Meh... When I look at some of those in the raw food lifestyle in comparision to just eating whatever they can get their paws on, the difference amazes me. Seriously. It's nuts. Think of your body like a car, you'd want the best and most beneficial petrol to use right? Raw food is that for people. But you have to be committed.

And I have to pay more attention to what I eat.