I've made countless blogs over the years (ANY God out there help and bless you if you ever stumble across them), yet I stick to them for about a day or two before getting bored/forgetting them and leaving them to get lost in the thickness of the internet, hopefully before anyone sees them.
But today I said to myself, today I said (italics mean the prodding second person in my mind;)
Jasmine, today we are going to create a blog and stick to it.
Aha, but what if we have nothing to speak of?
There's always something, we just need to find it.
Stop fooling yourself. Now really. What if?
We will post whatever comes to mind, I-we-are making a commitment and we are going to stick to it. Stop giving up, stop looking down on your own ability for once in your life.
Strong doubts persist, but fine. One day though, it's going to be you and I and nobody else, and we'll see how your 'abilities' measure up then. After years of not amounting to anything, what makes you think it will ever change?
And thats about the time I lost contact. Insight to my mind, it's a great thing to question yourself isn't it?
Let's see how things turn out this time. I really need an outlet to things. I remember all those diaries I used to have, in replacement to friends. I sat all day writing in them, doodling little pictures, making magnificent stories, though as time passed so did my creativity and now I'm grasping at straws. Let's change it. I'll change it. You sit there and gauge progress.
Now hit 'start'.
xo
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